I watched them today from across the hall. A mother and daughter. The mother was ninety-eight. That is a number that commands gravity. It is a number that says I have seen nearly a century of sunrises, and I am no longer interested in rushing through them. In my line of work, time is usually an enemy. It is a vital sign we measure, a clock we race against, and a schedule we are perpetually behind on. We treat time like a vanishing resource, something we are constantly losing

There comes a point in life when you realize that some wounds do not close in silence. They live in the spaces between words, in the things you never got to say, the people who never showed up, and the moments you had to survive alone. For years, I carried the weight of things that were never mine to hold. Grief that hollowed me out. Loneliness that settled in my bones. And a longing for a kind of mothering I would never know. I learned how to survive without comfort, how to

A raw reflection on our human craving for certainty, the quiet ache of not knowing, and the search for peace in surrender.